Doubts. They come and go. Some cleared yet unsolved,some never have any answers,some have answers out of dimensions. I always have this tendency of eliminating away all the thoughts,making the brain empty,and coming straight to the point where i start thinking,that what exactly is the purpose of us in this life,in this world. Who are we ? Why are we? Who is god ? The creation? But Why ? These questions/thoughts have been whirling in my mind since I was in 7th or 8th grade I guess.
Sometimes,loneliness,emptiness,negative energies,such sort of things create a big impact in my mind and i go out of control. I stop talking to everyone,I feel no interest in ANYTHING,anyone.I constantly keep getting a feeling that i'm bounded in all such subjects which i have no interest at all.I feel a lump of powerful negativity in my heart surrounding.Worst? I want to suicide. But this is all in my head it never really brings out its form,but I don't really know till when I could control my mind in such uncontrolled senses.Music helps,temporarily,Loneliness accelerates this thing.Friends make it neutralize.
We are born,influenced,inspired. We learn,gain all sort of knowledge,do what everyone has been doing since ages.Create memories,earn a living.and then..we die. What do we leave? LEGACY. Legacy which adds up to the future generation's ideals. Whoever reading my blog,you mostly must be a student,did you ever thought why are you reading this? Just because this is something common to what you have felt? Have you ever thought why do the galaxies exist? How much do we really try to understand concepts? Or is it just a good imitation?
So this stroke which affects me very badly,putting me in a real bad state. I hope it stays in its low form every time it hits me up. If anyone has answers to all such kind of questions of mine,please give me the source,or whatever you have.
Till when this era is going to continue..Who created universe? God? Who created him? Why ? Do you have the answer ? :)
Sometimes,loneliness,emptiness,negative energies,such sort of things create a big impact in my mind and i go out of control. I stop talking to everyone,I feel no interest in ANYTHING,anyone.I constantly keep getting a feeling that i'm bounded in all such subjects which i have no interest at all.I feel a lump of powerful negativity in my heart surrounding.Worst? I want to suicide. But this is all in my head it never really brings out its form,but I don't really know till when I could control my mind in such uncontrolled senses.Music helps,temporarily,Loneliness accelerates this thing.Friends make it neutralize.
We are born,influenced,inspired. We learn,gain all sort of knowledge,do what everyone has been doing since ages.Create memories,earn a living.and then..we die. What do we leave? LEGACY. Legacy which adds up to the future generation's ideals. Whoever reading my blog,you mostly must be a student,did you ever thought why are you reading this? Just because this is something common to what you have felt? Have you ever thought why do the galaxies exist? How much do we really try to understand concepts? Or is it just a good imitation?
So this stroke which affects me very badly,putting me in a real bad state. I hope it stays in its low form every time it hits me up. If anyone has answers to all such kind of questions of mine,please give me the source,or whatever you have.
Till when this era is going to continue..Who created universe? God? Who created him? Why ? Do you have the answer ? :)
